I don't really understand that of which I speak. But it is the opposite of worry, the opposite of control, of self-making. It's the free assent of not being in control, and celebrating that reality. I have been lowered through the roof, so to speak, and the effort of this life, such as it is, is learning to be thankful. I want to be ever more thankful, and give it as my gift back to God. We give You thanks, Almighty God, for these, and all Your gifts, You who live and reign forever and ever, Amen.