Safe Haven

 In the midst of a comment somewhere, I said, "If I am honest, I don't like liberals." First off, this isn't strictly true; I've voted for enough of them that my commitment to opposing liberals in America is in serious question. On the other hand, I started as a conservative and a Republican, and I'm still very much that guy, modified by new information. I mean to say, if I went into a room full of bog-standard Republicans, I'm more comfortable in that room than in an opposite room. Someone has every right to question my judgment in that, but I'm just telling you. It was really painful to stop identifying as such, and it still is. I like those people. I understand what matters to them. When you get some young Republicans in a room, and they're college-bound, I know what books they are reading. I don't check in on the Wall Street Journal editorial page much--no time or money--but those associations from my young adulthood are all fond and positi...

 So this is what I'm trying to do now. It allows me to work around some health and physical challenges, as well as actually use the considerable gifts--and education--I've been given. I suppose that it could be fraught; we live with the separation(s) in Christendom each day, even if we don't realize it. The East-West divide is tragic, but less painful, I think. I have been brought toward my brethren in the Reformation by friendship and service. In any case, my most pressing goal is biblical knowledge spread far and wide. Before I left my Presbyterian seminary, one of my favorite professors told me that there were too few great Catholic biblical scholars and teachers working today, in his opinion. For my part, I consider myself unworthy to untie his sandals. But by God's grace, I hope to make a difference. (I attended seminary with the founder of Faithtree, as you might surmise.) Please consider prayerfully giving, and please share the link with anyone who might benefit...

 There was an academic who was recently worried that young liberals—whatever that means—aren’t proud of their country. It worried him. He’s an immigrant from an Islamic country. To be fair, he easily could be second-generation. I’m trying to say he’s not named Steve. It was a clip on C-SPAN. From the Kennedy School of Government. Find it for me. Anyway, Democrats often get dinged on this patriotism thing, and I appreciate the effort to put flags everywhere at the convention and stuff. As much as anyone, I will say that the critic often loves her country as much or more than the person who says “If you don’t like it, leave” and wants no changes at all. On the other hand, if I could put all the far-Left academics and Christian theocrats (sometimes called nationalists) on the moon, where they’d be forced to cooperate or die, let’s just say that would be a great season of Survivor. Believe it or not, I’m more on the, “This could be better” side, though I am really patriotic. I can’t he...

 On the one hand, artist types need to realize that conservative people don’t want their opinions on political matters. It’s probably not fair, but conservatives and Republicans generally think they know more about what matters than liberals do. Some liberals and progressives can’t even fathom this, since (apparently) they think anyone not them is just as stupid. You may have noticed: people don’t cower in shame; they dig in deeper, in the face of contempt and mockery. Back to Mandy Patinkin: I love him. I don’t know him, obviously. That being said, I love him. And people with different temperaments than me hate self-important actors who pretend for a living and cry a lot. Not me. Every time I hear him talk, I think, “There’s my friend.” He’s way more political than Dolly Parton ever was, but don’t kid yourself: that dude is beloved. And he bloody well deserves it. I couldn’t help myself; I stuck up for Mandy on the Twitter. I know a priest who’s probably more politically conservat...

 Sophie Cunningham simply said early what the league said like yesterday: Biological men shouldn’t play women’s sports. She said it way nicer than I would. As a reward, she gets called “MAGA Barbie” and all this stuff. Undeserved, completely. She’s way left of me. She’s just sensible. Progressives can’t abide that. In other news, Black liberals and progressives get a pass on a lot of race-baiting that they shouldn’t. Real bigotry should be challenged. If there are still systemic issues that can be demonstrated, let’s fix them. But notice how people screamed bloody murder when the Supreme Court wouldn’t let a political party use race as a means to permanently dominate politics. Notice how equality under the law gets marked racist. I’m an ally of fairness; I’m an ally of justice. I’m not an ally of anyone permanently expressing obsequious obedience to the idea that white people are the problem. That is, permanently. I can go a long way down the road of what we might have called the c...

 They make better Catholics than most Catholics. On the other hand, I don’t spend a great deal of time judging fellow parishioners. When I say that, I think of people who are indistinguishable from the worst heathen you could find. Stalin was a baptized Catholic. The mystery of the difference between mistakes and damnable willful choices is nearly as inscrutable as Providence itself. We can know what sin is, we can know by catechism and conscience that we need forgiveness, but why any of us do anything—especially knowing it’s wrong—is beyond my understanding. Aquinas tells us that we sin because we believe that the sin is an apparent good. And I will buy that. It must appear to be good in the affections; I do not become ignorant of intellectual matters long settled. To be frank, I must not be able to see the damage of the bad thing I have chosen. Jesus prayed, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” Sometimes, I question in some sense this prayer. “They sh...

 Misandry couldn’t get Dave Chappelle, (for now) because he’s Black. That’s still a good scoring play in the Grievance Olympics. If Dave were a woman, he’s golden. At least until trans activists either eliminate all biological women, or convince us to do it ourselves. It’s the same joke, you know. Google “Dave Chappelle prostitute uniform.” It wasn’t within the past 6 weeks, though, so that whole part of Dave goes down the memory hole. Shane Gillis is pretty liberal, too. His problem is, of course, is that he looks like a Trumper. Matthew Broussard relies on these stereotypes, though he’s liberal and Jewish. As he puts it, “My voice sounds like why Mitt Romney lost.” Correction: An earlier version of this post misstated Broussard's quote. I regret the error.

 You hear and see the phrase a lot. First, a breakdown: “Toxic” means “harmful to living beings or systems.” Well, that’s probably not precise enough. A fired bullet is harmful to living beings, but only in odd cases owing to their manufacture could they be defined as toxic. There’s probably something about “disruption of biological processes, either acutely, or more slowly, that cause harm or death.” Anyway. We should probably define “masculinity” before we decide what toxic masculinity would be. I don’t think I’ve seen anyone concerned about this actually do that. The gender-neutral elephant in the room is that there has to be a link between biological sex and gender—the social expectations that coincide with one’s biological sex—that gender ideology denies. I think nearly everyone would grant that gender is often enforced too rigidly. And everyone does it. One group bothers the sensitive bookish boy they say cries too easily; another decides the girl we used to call a “tomboy” o...

 I think I could be forgiven for thinking that Christianity Today doesn’t have anything to offer me. What is an “evangelical” anyway? Personal conversion could never be dispositive of the description, because Protestants mistakenly believed that Catholicism and Orthodoxy have no such analogue. Granted, we cannot rest chiefly in a feeling, but if I have “inspirations” and “resolutions” as Escriva would call them, and I act on those in accord with the word of God, I do well. I defy anyone to hear Blessed Fulton Sheen and say he was being observant in some sterile way. “The life I live, I live to God” and “The life I live in the flesh, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.” Galatians 2:20. You could get saved just reading or hearing that. You can’t say biblical inerrancy and infallibility is exclusively evangelical Protestant, because the Catholic Church taught it first, and still does. You can’t say that an inward testimony by the Holy Spirit belong...

 Kevin Gregorek, one of my buddies in a cohort I can’t tell you about—like Fight Club, but way cooler—compliments me fairly often for my ability to weave in and out of both Catholic and (orthodox) Protestant communities without going insane. Well, that last part is definitely in question. [You beat me to it.—ed.] In a lot of ways, I’m not even the best candidate to do it. I “got saved” in the evangelical parlance at 17 or 18, went to college, became Reformed and a huge nerd that I always was, baptized at 21, spent ten years there, and sought full communion with the Catholic Church at 31, actually receiving a Master of Theological Studies degree from Ave Maria University in 2014, after beginning an MDiv at Covenant Theological Seminary in 2005, and abandoning it in 2011. (At the same time I was received into the Catholic Church.) You could look at that and go, “Gravy, he’s either an idiot, a slacker, a cripple, or all of the above,” and you’re right on all counts. On one hand, I kno...

 Florida just executed a Vietnam veteran, for the killing of another serviceman long ago. I’m opposed to capital punishment anyway, as you may know. But this latest man is the 46th person executed in Florida while Governor Ron DeSantis has been in office there. 46! Even if I were a little more “in extreme cases, it’s necessary,” 46 is a lot. DeSantis has been Governor 7 years. He’s 48. It’s not like he’s been Governor for his entire adult life. Someone is making an effort not to show restraint, to say nothing of mercy. I don’t like the efforts to take clemency and commutation powers away from governors. I definitely know that I would resign, if my hands were tied like that. You don’t have to send hardened killers home with their mamas; life imprisonment isn’t a fun time. If you asked me why I don’t fit in as a Republican and conservative, this is the biggest reason why. On that note, I would probably prefer “originalist” and “textualist” judges to “vibes” and “living Constitution” ...

 I guess I’m a fanboy, though I haven’t seen all of his films by any stretch. You just get to trust a director, you know? This is a big statement, but I stand by it: Nolan is at the Spielberg point; I assume you understand. It’s very possible for him to lay an egg, as they say, but it’s odd, you know? Interstellar is my shining example, but I love Insomnia, a 2002 remake of a Finnish film. This one stars Al Pacino as a dirty cop with a good soul, and Robin Williams as a serial killer who knows his secrets. I was all of 22, and I still left the theater believing it should have won Best Picture, Best Actor, and Best Supporting Actor at the Academy Awards. Dunkirk is one of the 20 best films I’ve ever seen, and some say 1917 is also on that level. Inception’s only weakness was that it was a half-hour too long, and Oppenheimer deserved every bit of praise (and money) it got. I don’t necessarily think Nolan is attempting to help us preserve a forgotten moral consensus, but the films adj...

 I just have this crazy belief that people are responsible for the things they do. They might not be fully responsible, or we might say, culpable. Medical reasons come in here, and in principle, I have no objection. We’re going toward the idea that everything is medical, and that no one is responsible for their decisions. If you ask me why I don’t fit in as a Democrat and progressive, this is why. Don’t misunderstand me: I think we should do a lot more to support vulnerable people. But those same people prefer stacking programs on top of programs that don’t actually pay for anything, just to seem like better people than their opponents, which (to be fair) doesn’t seem hard to do. I’ll probably be on the same Medicaid waiting list until I am dead. There was a school shooting in Oregon. A guy once served by special education, returning to “punish” those who helped him. They must exist, but I have never met a bad special education teacher in my life. Those are, on the whole, wonderful...

 Guns get juxtaposed with abortion. “If right-wingers really cared about…” “If they were REALLY pro-life, they would…” Go ahead. Make the argument.  First off, you don’t really want to compare the scale of this. 60 or 70 million unborn children killed. If I gave you every suicide and counted it like a school shooting, the scale would still be massively in the right-winger’s favor. Abortion is the worst genocide in human history. It should pre-empt every regular program on TV, like a daily 9/11, but worse, but it won’t. Too many “well-meaning” people would have to face their guilt and their complicity. Too many women would have to face the self-infantilization that makes them murderers. We have to sit with that last word: murderers. It’s “extreme” to say that, you say? Murder is the unjustified taking of an innocent human life. What is it, if it’s not that? What is it? We’re rightly all relieved that the Fort Hood shooter won’t be immortalized on video in death. It’s monstrous,...